Monday, November 10, 2008 . 6:45 PM

All else is towering frenzy and distraction.
Personally,I think I live my life sideways.
This days,I'm often disorderly complusive and emotionally agitated.
Please,someone,whoever,be kind and save me from this terrible nightmare.
My life is in repair and the entire maintenance or 'MAKE-OVER' is still progressing at a devastating rate.
I can't be myself.I can't sleep.I can't eat.I'm helpless.I need medicine.I need to escape.I need to string back into a brand new life.I need to repair my disfunction heart.
I'm dying,in need of oxygen.Will you spare me some,my friend?
My heart is missing its place.My heart continuously miss its beats.My heart has been taken over by a somber depressing gloom.

WHO CAUSED THIS GLOOM? Who's to blame? no one but me.I'm unforgiven.

Lately,I've been infused with a surge of deep affection(GUILTY PLEASURE).I need someone.
Will you take my hand and carry me someplace?
Somewhere close.Somewhere close if not I'm a heart without a home.