Wednesday, November 12, 2008 . 3:18 PM

Tuesday, November 11, 2008 . 7:55 AM

Good Morning everyone.
It's 7.55 Am & I'm suppose to be asleep.I guess I'll start my chemistry & biology revision early.

It's kinda wierd.Everytime I wake up,my stomach would tie a deadly knot & all the contents will swirl & twirl vigorously as the churning progresses.
It's more like a Auto-alarm to me.A signal to start a brand new day.
What a fantastic way to begin =.=

Today,like no other,I immediately rushed into the washroom & I was fully prepared to launch.However,today I didn't launch properly.All thanks to that poignant odour that is hanging in my grandpa's toliet,I had double the work.I had more messy & gooey work to clear. Instead of just the launch from my anus,I still had to launch stuff* from my foul mouth.I was vomitting yet shitting at the same time! I'm so helpless today.
Again,what a fantastic way to begin =.=

Right now,my stomach feels extremely uncomfortable.It's @ the brink of despair & I'm unable to shake that horrendous sensation.My stomach operates like a tornado today,sweeping through my contents.
I pity my stomach.No,I rather pity myself. : (
WHAT NOW?

I guess,I need a cure.I mean it,a real cure.A cure to my hindrance.Probably,I'll be like Robbie Williams,obsessively engage aliens or extraterrestrials.I don't trust doctors on Earth.Seeking help from Living creatures from MARS or any other planet sounds reliable to me.How I wish my life is like Robbie's life-aliens would be delighted to vist me & probably a 'female humanoid being with feline features' which resembled 'Sekhmet, a half-human, half-lion female god who is prominent in Egyptian mythology' may be my saviour.
Before that can happen,I need a stroke of luck.
If luck is by my side,I may need to get Cosmo tattoos (etched all over my body) and work with Ufologists of US research organisation Enlightened Contact With Extraterrestrial Intelligence (ECTI). I think I'll consider getting the Eye of Horus - also known as the Udjat which represents the Cosmos and is a symbol protection from evil forces.
For the sake of geniune cure,lets track UFOs today.

(*)=you may puke too if I were to tell you.

Monday, November 10, 2008 . 6:45 PM

All else is towering frenzy and distraction.
Personally,I think I live my life sideways.
This days,I'm often disorderly complusive and emotionally agitated.
Please,someone,whoever,be kind and save me from this terrible nightmare.
My life is in repair and the entire maintenance or 'MAKE-OVER' is still progressing at a devastating rate.
I can't be myself.I can't sleep.I can't eat.I'm helpless.I need medicine.I need to escape.I need to string back into a brand new life.I need to repair my disfunction heart.
I'm dying,in need of oxygen.Will you spare me some,my friend?
My heart is missing its place.My heart continuously miss its beats.My heart has been taken over by a somber depressing gloom.

WHO CAUSED THIS GLOOM? Who's to blame? no one but me.I'm unforgiven.

Lately,I've been infused with a surge of deep affection(GUILTY PLEASURE).I need someone.
Will you take my hand and carry me someplace?
Somewhere close.Somewhere close if not I'm a heart without a home.

Thursday, July 10, 2008 . 3:00 PM

Lately,I've discovered that I've been procrastinating too much. To be honest,I probably have been procrastinating my whole life,always been trying to be nice to myself. I have less than a few months before GCE O LEVEL storms right into my life(it has already stormed in),and I don't want to waste or put off any of my plans by being a procrastinator for the whole time. I know it's common for anyone to procrastinate because that's human nature. Nobody in this world would wish living life like a spoil party,whereby every fleeting moment you're packed & squeezed in the process of life. Everybody likes a lay-back,comfortable & easy life. If not,why is it that most of the time people ask for more?

I secretly need divine attention.I need to discipline myself to stop exhausting myself & constantly fill my world with intriguing practices of procrastinating instead of serenity,peace,tranquil & bliss.
I need to stop procrastinating.Please,simply shut down the "procrastinating management system" in my puny brain,then i can end all this needless pain & suffering.
But,Why can't I just do it?

Let me tell you,I've been trying to stop procrastinating. From the looks of it,I guess it's only helping a teensy bit.



pro·cras·ti·nate (prō-krās'tə-nāt', prə-)
v. pro·cras·ti·nat·ed, pro·cras·ti·nat·ing, pro·cras·ti·nates
v. intr. To put off doing something, especially out of habitual carelessness or laziness.
v. tr. To postpone or delay needlessly.

He called silence the only true religion.

Thursday, May 17, 2007 . 6:05 PM

Awwwww......... I'm hearbroken.This world is so mean,sometimes the things which you wish doesn't go your way[& I know u hate it!!] Its so depressing to hear that MELINDA DOOLITTLE of american idol season 6 has been booted outta the competition in the top 3 round.Seriously,I can't believe that she's out,this is stupid,she's suppose to deserve more than that,she's suppose to make it BIG & emerge as the american idol.Infact,She's known to be the best singer in idol history & i wld definitley hab to bow down to her.As far as I know,She's blessed with such a heavenly voice & I believe that she'll still have a record after this Idol journey.Seriously,she deserves the best for all the hard work she has been through.She has one hack of e talent[I say hands down]the most talented singer in Idol history!I can't believe that American did this to her!! She cannot be eliminated!!!It just doesn't seem true to me!She was so close to winning it but yet American let her down........her journey did not go according to plan......
= (
No matter what,she will always be my American Idol! MELINDA DOOLITTLE IS OUR AMERICAN IDOL!
= )

That was the negative side of my life.Alright,since you guys know about it already,let mi tell you about the brighter side of my life.
What happen today was,we didn't have normal lesson.3/5 & 3/4 went to the PBL studio to attend a Life Skill Talk[NOT A MOTIVATIONAL TALK].You can say,we're the first badge of sec 3 to get such a treatment.[Talk lasts for abt 6 hrs][also wif break arh]Its good & it was totally free.The speaker was great but both classes didn't gib her any respect at all.Guess what,She didn't do this for money & it was volunteery work.It's such a disgrace to see our students treating her without much respect.Its very rare for someone to come down to meet us to share their values with us & leaves his/her business unattended.Tell you,She has better work to do than just talking to us.
where was the R-E-S-P-E-C-T?

Let me tell ya what she shared:This are the few:

Important Q:
"What is meant by AVERAGE & MEMORABLE?"
"Everyone has a choice to choose"
"When I don't choose,I've made a choice of not choosing"
"When I don't choose in my life,things gets choosen for ME!"
"There's always a choice but they say"NO""
"WHY?"
"They're unclear of where they're choices R"
"How do you define SUCCESS?"& if you can't define it,define the opposite 1st.
"What is it meant to live the life meaningfully?"

Imagine,
You are on a Journey frm singapore to Bangkok by car or r you going to climb K2(Highest mountain in the world) & you've to choose one[One comfortable the other thrilling]
"What do you need in any one of this journey?"

She even ask us to look at what was important & what was not.This talk was basically all about understanding ourselves & let us undertsand what matters most to us in life.Its really an enriching programme.Really grateful that she came,she was an eye-opener.
SAD,I CAN'T WRITE IT ALL IN HERE.

Before I go,
I hope you can do this,
Make a list of people in your life who matters the most to you or whoever that has helped you out in your toughest times in life.If you haven't start it,you won't know who really hab been there for you for all this years.After you're done with it,You'll realize that there are actually alot of people who truly care about u!

Wednesday, November 22, 2006 . 3:41 PM

My world:Interests=Music & Books
Starting to think whether you guys ever came to read my blog.If you did,please tag mi blog & say"ChemistryFreak,I read your fuckin blog!!" Thanks a lot : )
I should be doing my project right now but I still think leaving this blog hanging for a day won`t do me good.
Yes,I came back to update it.-.- Damn,I`m left with less than 30mins to finish this post.Basically,nothing great happened today cux I didn`t go anywhere. I spend my whole day @ home reading "The Art Of Talking To Anyone" & "Relaxation"(Teach yourself book).I also listened to Bon Jovi`s album-Have A Nice day. Keep on tuning into "Last cigarette" & "I am".I think I won`t have touched da album this whole week wifout Rachel telling mi to check out "I am".Thx rach.I didn`t know Bon Jovi sounded so nice.Infact, I`m starting to LOVE Bon Jovi! Didn`t know country music was so good.Bon Jovi`s music is so contagious. I keep having his songs in my mind.Its kinda like an addiction.Bon Jovi`s songs touched my heart.I bet you`ll feel happy listening to him.
Healthy Tip Of The Day:
Learn to Laugh more.
Laughter,research has shown,can help us recover quicker from illness,allow us to cope better with life`s drama & generally improve our health.Check how often you laugh-not just a mere smile or chuckle but a good belly laugh,a guffawing,raucous laughter that brings tears to your eyes & has you feeling helpless-literally rolling on the floor with laughter.Go out of your way to encounter situations that will make you laugh.It doesn`t all have to be so serious.
Next week:
Omg,my China Trip is coming up in 3 more days.I`m so EXCITED!

Anyway,if you didn`t know,you should be starting to identify your priorities.
Just rearrange the followings:Leisure,interests,family,love,fun,work,travel,study,yourself,solitude,rest,friends
(Which of them would come 1st in your mind?Which would be the last?)

For me is:
(1)Yourself-my own health
(2)Family,Love & Best Friends
(3)Study/work
(4)Interests,leisure,fun & rest
(5)friends
(6)Solitude

Crazy stuff to do in the week ahead:(For those who haven`t try before)
Do everything using the opposite hand.Lets say you`re a left-hander therefore you must play badminton using your right-hand & if you`re right-hander den you use your left-hand.Infact,i have done that yesterday while playing badminton with WS.Also try playing badminton wifout ur specs if you put on specs.You know,it might be dangerous cux u might be like mi,become veri dizzy after the match.

Omg,heard that today got American Music Awards(AMA) & Clay was @ da show.Dammit,i dun hav MTV : (